When eating dinner I told my dad and my brother that I accidently got caught up in my writing last night. My dad asked what I was writing (which I couldn't answer...) and then told me that I should stop thinking about what I want to become when I get older, and become an author instead. I told him I couldn't.

That made me realise that maybe I should try to write something longer. Something of my own (which means no fanfic). I think I have plan. It would be as the fanfic I'm currently writing, but with other names (not Gackt and Hyde) and... longer. Slower, since it feels like I've rushed through everything. Make it better, with other words.

I feel that I probably would enjoy writing something like that. Now I just have to figure out whether it should be in English or not. I've become pretty comfortable with writing in English and even though my English ain't that good, I think I prefer it that way. It's more of a challenge.

Anyway, I'm off to Lycksele tomorrow. I'll be back at Thursday. I hope that the pain will disappear (at least temporary) so I can enjoy it more, and I want to be able to walk to her house from the bus station. I also hope that my neck will be better (it's much better than yesterday, but still not good) and that I won't forget to bring her present (which I have to wrap into funny gift wrap tomorrow), UNO and a pack of cards.

I like to put things into brackets. It's funny.

Oh, by the way, I think I've fallen in love with Flashforward. I saw two episodes earlier today, well, it's yesterday now, and it's interesting. I think I'll catch up with TV4 and then watch it on tv. That way I'll have Swedish subtitles, awesome. Problem is that the 11th episode will air at TV4 on friday and I'll be off until Thursday. I don't know if I'll have the time to watch eight episodes. If I brought my computer to Lycksele I would be able to see one episode on the way there and then one episode on the way home... That sounds a little bit too geeky.

I only have like ten episodes left of season four of Charmed. Then I'll only have like... four seasons left, if I don't count the first season, which I have seven episodes left of. It's nice, but I read on IMDb that Cole dies soon... Well, in the middle of season five. I was reading about Justin McMahon when it came up that his character in Charmed dies in the 100th episode. Stupid site. At least I found a movie with McMahon in that I'll watch when I have time. Oh, I also found Chance (with James Marsters) that I've been looking for since the time I had a crush on James Marsters.

Yesterday I discovered that I haven't seen the Torchwood seasons I have nor the first season with Angel yet. I have seen nine episodes of Angel, but then my beloved dies and I refused to watch the rest. I've already seen Torchwood on the computer, but I haven't seen it with subtitles. Oh, how I love subtitles.